Hush Hush Hush 不怕 不做惡夢

昨天晚上三四點才睡著
睡了一個小時就因做惡夢起來
不是被嚇起來
而是在一個很低潮 很害怕的情況下走出夢境

因為害怕在夢到同樣夢境而不敢再入睡
小時候不知道有幾次這樣的經驗
但是這次 大概是我夢過最可怕的夢


想來比嗎

我夢到變態殺手喜歡搜集嬰兒的頭
我看到六對父母在我面前崩潰
母親歇斯底里地尖叫聲讓我好害怕
真的 我懷疑我心理有點變態

不知道是不是因為Loughner的新聞讓我做這個夢
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-12269266
是的話 我也太容易被莫名的影響了
雖然他的笑容真的太另人發毛了

真的不知道為什麼我會做惡夢啊
白天明明就很開心

這首Hush Hush Hush
是Herbie跟Annie Lennox 合作的歌
我第一次聽到的時候
覺得很感動

這首歌的作曲人是 Paula Cole
她寫這首歌
是寫給她一位患AIDS快要死的掉的朋友
因為她朋友是同性戀 一直得不到家人諒解
歌詞裡"Hush Hush Hush"
就是希望她朋友能安心的死去
唱出朋友的心聲

我覺得聽這首歌
從前面小調的鋼琴前奏
到後面的大調即興
有種到天堂的感覺
無比的安心

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I suffered from insomnia last night.
Couldn't fall asleep until 3am.
I had a terrible nightmare that woke me up from the sleep last no longer than one hour.
I was really upset and afraid from my dream.

The fact that I was too scared to sleep happened many times when I was a child.
But this dream probably is the most scary dream in my life.

Want a challenge?

I dreamed a psycho killer like to collect infants' heads.
I witnessed six parents collapsed.
The sharp screams from the heartbroken mother really scared me out.
Is it possible that there's something wrong with my mind?


Maybe it's because of this news that affect me.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-12269266
The smile from Loughner looks really creepy.

I still couldn't figure out why I dreamed such a terrible dream.
I am happy during daytime though.

The song above is performed by Herbie Hancock and Annie Lennox.
I was really touched when I first hear this song.

This song was wrote by Paula Cole.
She wrote this song for her friend who is dying of AIDS,
who can't get approval because of homosexuality.
Paula sing "hush, hush, hush" to her friends, meaning that
she wants him to die peacefully.

From minor scale prelude to the major scale improvisation in the end,
I really feel like I am in heaven.
Whenever I hear this song, I felt incomparable safeness.