sitting alone at this home, playing with my kitties,
missing my guy.
I miss you j.
I was dreaming of you last night.
The hug, the touch, the cuddle.
I thought I'm ready to live by my self.
The truth is, I forget how to live alone.
Forgot how to eat alone, drive alone, sleep alone, and to wake up alone.
Those once seemed so natural stuff, how come it become so hard to get used to?
I was crying the other day, telling you that i want to give up everything and go find you.
You tell me again and again not to give up,
you let me cry in the phone,
you said i have to tell you how i feel no matter what.
I really hope I could be strong.
Hope everything could be worthwhile.
Can't wait to see you.
那我今天的主題曲
想要擺一首讓我很感動的歌
Johny cash 唱的Hurt
是nine inch nails 1994年寫的歌
2002才給Johnny cash唱
2003年Jonny 就過世了
這是他生前最後一首歌
也說盡了他一生的故事
有看過walk the line這部電影的人都知道
Johnny cash 生前有嚴重的藥物上癮
而這首歌也有提到 毒品害得他家破人亡
他所建立的音樂王國 他擁有的一切名聲地位
到死一也只是一捧灰而已
句句都是痛徹心扉的懺悔
句句都是將死之人的肺腑之言
我落下了一滴淚
希望他在那個世界得以安息
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a holeThe old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way
